Wednesday, January 20, 2016

My Yoga Journey: Confidence

It's interesting to see how far I've come with my yoga training. I have about two more months left and I'm starting to feel more confident each week. When I started, I had about zero. I'm not going to lie, I often doubted myself and sometimes thought about giving up.... 
I let the anxiety of failure get the best of me most days and that's an awful way to spend your time. The last few weeks, we have spent a large majority of our classes getting up in front of everyone and teaching a sequence. When we finish, we critique each other. We are all super supportive of each other and even when we have a not so great critique, we make it great. We help each other out and that's is the key to confidence. I'm getting less and less shy about getting up I front of everyone. It's becoming kind of natural and I know deep down that I was meant to help people. That right there gives me even more confidence. It's interesting to see where everyone is going with their training. Some are more interesting in fast and energetic, like power yoga. Some are into the flow of vinyasa. I've landed on a mixture, I think. I love gentle yoga. I want to get people to clear their minds and feel at peace. Working through the pose to free the mind. I also want people to feel good in their body. So, I just signed up for a weekend workshop of yoga teacher training for the elderly. I can't wait for it! Anyway, confidence is a hard thing to get a hold of if you doubt yourself. It's not a good way to live. If you have a passion for something, that right there should help build confidence. If you love it, go for it! 

M

Sunday, January 10, 2016

My Yoga Journey: Yoga and your relationship

It's no secret that my husband and I are best friends. We love hanging out together. We haven't always had the option of being together everyday since he is active duty in the military. However, that has changed since we've moved and he has a better schedule and rank! So it's no surprise that he has shown interest in yoga since I've begun my teacher training. He has practiced with me and given me feedback. He decided to take a hot yoga class with me this week and it will now become our routine. He loved it so much and his experience was just like my first yoga experience....that didn't surprise me though. My guy is sensitive and in tune with a lot of things, which is why we work so well. To have someone not only support your journey, but to also join in is a feeling I can't even explain. Just tonight he mentioned the possibility of becoming a yoga instructor after the military. This could be just a thought that never comes to life, or maybe it will. It's up to him, but how amazing would that be?! I know he would be a kick ass instructor. This is a really hard journey and it's nice to have someone supporting and helping you succeed.